running away

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Monday, July 11, 2005

let your waves crash down on me

went back to the place again today..just sat there and the thoughts just flooded my mind.sitting there at the tip of the rocks watching the waves crash on the rocks.how i wish the waves were big enough to crash upon my shoulders and wash me away to somewhere far far away..somewhere where theres no hurt,no pain and where everything is perfect but thats just a fiction of my imgination.

then it started to rain just continued sitting there with the raindrops beating hard down on me.people must have thought i was mad to continue sitting there but i just did.i have no idea why i didnt move but yea after a while i decided to leave the place soaked to the skin..

if i could find you now,
things would get better.
we could leave this town,
and run forever.
i know somewhere somehow,
you'll come and take me away.

thought of you at
at 8:17 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

i open my eyes,
i try to see but im blinded by the white lights.
i can't remember how,
i can't remember why,
i'm lying here tonight.

and i can't stand the pain,
and i can't make it go away..
no i can't.

how could this happen to me?
i made me mistakes,
got nowhere to run,
the night goes on,
as i'm fading away.
i'm sick of this life
and i just want to scream
how could this happen to me.


its back to the beginning..back to where i used to hide,to where i took peeks

thought of you at
at 7:44 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

went for the sports gala dinner thingy.the dinner was oh-so-boring please.but i got my 5k from the perfect game and other stuff la.but then again all that don't quite matter to me anymore..these things are things that i can give up and these things don't matter as compared to you..sighs been trying my best so hope things work out..

sometimes you can't make it,on your own..

thought of you at
at 12:02 AM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

its amazing how you can speak right to my heart.
without saying a word,
you can light up the dark.
try as i may i can never explain,
what i hear when you don't say a thing.

the smile on your face,
lets me know that you need me.
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me,
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall.
you say it best..
when you say nothing at all.

thought of you at
at 7:08 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

its hard holding you,
loving you,losing you..
its sad to be true and be fooled,
by you..
i don't know,but i've gotta go..
should i stay?or should i go?

thought of you at
at 7:59 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

And now,
here i am standing alone,
where i used to be.
Wanting to crawl back to you.
Cause you're the closest to heaven,
that i'll ever be.
And i want you here
can't you see

thought of you at
at 8:30 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

i tried sniffing coke today..but the ice cubes got stuck in my nose


i still don't give a shit

thought of you at
at 3:20 PM